I am. May I mind the serenity of being. Help me embrace the divinity of existence. This thread of being weaves everything together with potential to create, change, and continue, it's endless. I rejoice in awe. May I more freely share it. Help me to remember that wonder is just a word. There is nothing I can write to describe the feeling, its experience is beyond language. I convict myself with awareness. May I have the strength to toe the line. Help me to be humble but resolute. That joy felt in honoring others brings honor to myself, it's all an honor to you. I dissolve in your presence. May I find my truest form within you. Help me to accept my fears and my desires. The unknown holds the greatest treasures, it's waiting to be found. I empty myself. May I be further filled. Help me to grow as I overflow. Thy will is more than I will ever know, it's what it will be.
This is my diary. I'm hoping it will help me live in a liberated way where I have nothing to hide. In some entries there are a lot of thoughts without much structure and in others it strongly constrains their construction. Regardless of form, composing my thoughts allows me to discover myself. If you're reading this, you'll know much about me that I may never know how to tell you, so if any of the thoughts and feelings here awaken a discovery of your own, I hope you'll share it with me.