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Trials

It's making me stronger. And I'm thankful for everything we've shared and I will be thankful for whatever the future holds. I always want to know you well. I always want to be your good friend. I'm still struggling with the change, I think that's obvious. But I promise I'm trying to embrace it. I feel a little more angry than I'm used to and I feel like I'm directing it at myself.  And it's probably not healthy.  I just need to remember to talk myself through it.  But I need someone to talk to me too.  I don't want to be strong enough to be alone. I want to be strong enough to be with you. I want to be able to be the one that you come to with  your joys  and fears and mistakes  and jokes  and hate  and worries.  I want you to live with me.  You don't always have to be here. Just talk to me. Tell me what you think. Tell me what I'm doing wrong. I know I can't do it alone. But with you, maybe I can. I want to be near.  Or far. As long as it's …